Got the book

I wish I could describe what I feel now.
I used to think the book did not mean any thing to me--to read a single page of the book in my computer made me sick. But when I had them in my hand, I cannot help but cry.
Someone asked me what I would say if I met Jim Morrison in person (where? in heaven?), I just then thought it was such a rude question and did not answer. Now I think I can tell the guy: "I would look straightly at Jim's face and say:'Hi, thank you. You know--I owe you everything.'"

And as I look back my recent life, I find I do not work as hard as I should...