震惊..

前一阵闹到满城风雨的小三事件，自杀身亡的女主角原来是大学时候的师姐姜岩……
因为和她当时的男友在一个社团，所以认识她，但也只是到见面打招呼的地步。我们学校小，所以基本上每个人认识每个人。
刚刚知道这件事的时候，以为无非是痴心女子负心汉的another old story，并未放在心上，但是昨天才看到死者是外交学院毕业，再看到毕业以后去非洲，喜欢抽柔和七星等等细节，慢慢联系起来，脑海里才和真人对上号……天啊。
记忆中她是个很酷很特立独行的女孩子，并非小鸟依人，以男友为全部世界的弱女子。大概是因为太骄傲了，太理想主义了罢。理想主义是我们这一代人多多少少的通病。Fuck

Got the book

I wish I could describe what I feel now.
I used to think the book did not mean any thing to me--to read a single page of the book in my computer made me sick. But when I had them in my hand, I cannot help but cry.
Someone asked me what I would say if I met Jim Morrison in person (where? in heaven?), I just then thought it was such a rude question and did not answer. Now I think I can tell the guy: "I would look straightly at Jim's face and say:'Hi, thank you. You know--I owe you everything.'"

And as I look back my recent life, I find I do not work as hard as I should...